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~Like You Cared~
So You called me
the sound of your voice
the thought of your touch
moves through my body...
Like You Cared
Your touch...so rapturing
as you pulled me close
and pulled my hair
I felt it once again
like you cared
The feeling between my thighs
the look in your eyes
the way your hands run down my spine
...it makes my blood race...
The way you took me with such strength
and stretched...
till we were one,
for a moment...
alomost...
Like You Cared
~Everything~
Everything I would give away
to touch you, while I take all of you in.
There you lay,
so beautiful, an angel with crippled wings.
if touching you meant meanding beautiful wings of hope,
I would become uncomfortably numb.
No urge in me to restore your will to fly,
only to make you never say goodbye,
to mercy I would sercome.
Touching the curves of your skin
with my fingers so soaked in sin
I take you in,
then we begin.
under tha starlight your siloehette
it fills my every appetite.
As your soul becomes wet,
like an ocean tide,
I become you
and your world is open wide.
~Even if I didn't give it to you, you would take it.
If I was already broken you would beat me.
You take everything for granted, not knowing you can;t have everything in this chaotic backwards world.
There's nowhere to turn, you can't trust fake people. Everyones equal?
What makes me different?
I don;t trust the world I live in.~
~I wake today with pure desperation a pain so pure it's taken away only by your presence.
Some may say it's infatuation, but it's only a longing, a wish, a hope for a day the pain is swiftley smeared away.
The pain replaced not with happiness but with contentment. Memorie of a smile so big it made me feel I replaced desperation
with happiness.~
~ I traded my life for friendship that never existed.
Now it's all turned around and twisted.
I thought I had ahold of things, it's taken a long time,
but nothing is ever as it seems.
It seems I'm losing everything I feel is real.
As time goes by I forget who I am, forget who I was.
I'm becoming numb, walls closing in, it's taken ove, I can't feel.
I wish I knew who I am supposed to be, it seems I always settle for less.
Constantly searching for a way to define me.
Around every corner there's a bend,
Every hateful eye there's a smile.
After every waking a time to sleep.
Another time to find my end.
A silent goodbye to my only friend.~
With every passing day I miss you
Everyminute you forget me.
I lie awake until it comes, it creeps in to haunt me.
Reminding me of happiness,
moching me to sleep.
My lovestruck lullaby.
I write these words to escape
the reminder of love replaced with hate.
I don't think you realize but I'm waiting for you.
Silently, empatiently, I will break, sacrifice myself in loves arms.
Asleep to dream it creeps in to haount me.
A fairytale love once,
swept away by curiosity.
My lovestruck lullaby
Tomorrow I wake to another day, a chance I already blew to finally make things right.
Negatives line the carpet, alone at last in a photograph. What am I supposed to do?
I jump inside to replay my love.
My lovestruck lullaby~
~Bandage my heart fill it with alcohol, clean up the mess of memories that have lost meaning over time.
If this is love than kill me now, save me from my life. Wake me up if I'm not breathing, I can live without love.
I've spent more time remembering your face, wallowing in your eyes lost in your ways.
Caught up in the shrapnal tearing through my heart.
I can't wake to another day of disaster.
I can't wait to be free again.
I need to remember me.
No time to waste let's get back our destiny.
Just don't forget this time is mine.
Let' take this time to say goodbye.~
~ The walls keep our secrets only with the doors closed.
Jump inside, let the hinges squeek behind you.
Memories of something you once felt, around your head they whirl.
Drowning in emotion, clawing at the door. You can't run away, instilled in your mind, memories of the world we created
for eachother.
These moments once held so dear, hold no emotion when we look to the future.
The photographs piled everywhere, no one heras your crys, you can't abandon your past.
This room smells of her as you undress your eyes grow heavy.
CLOSE.
Holding her close, caressing soft skin,
OPEN
letters to uncover your truth, where have these feelings gone?
This room keeps your secrets they're written on the walls.
You can nver escape the memories of this room. It keeps your secrets and once opurs, but only if the doors closed..
open..
your eyes to the present her soft skin, confronted with blood stained walls...
your eyes
OPEN..
her fate
Closed
your secrets are written on the walls.~
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